possibilities of life after death

   When I think about what happens after death, I want to think that there is something after. I want to believe in a heaven or anything, but deep down I have a feeling that after wards is just nothingness. I like to have hope and I believe somewhat in reincarnation. The idea that we come back as different beings or life forms. That if we do good in our former lifer, then we will life an even happier life in our next form. This concept comes from a Hindu belief called Samara. This idea gives me a sort of hope and helps me keep my values and my morals. Its a kind of hope for me and it eases my mind of the idea of death.
     I also have a idea of my own that death is an everlasting slumber. That we lay restless and dream. That the soul is sleeping that kind of sleep you have when you are extreme tired and you rest your eyes. Maybe life is just one big dream, where the bad parts are just nightmares, and when we die, we wake up. I like to come up and imagine multiple possibilities.When it comes down how I truly feel deep down. I tend to believe in science. That after we die, it's just nothing and we simply exist in only memories.
     I don't tend to think of death, it does bother me, but it does not scare me as much. The thought of loved ones dying scare me more than myself. I like to live in the moment, but also think of the consequences and end result. I think you should live your life without the constant fear of death, because death is inevitable and I think when it's someone's time to die, then it's their time, and nothing could have prevented it.